This Summer after School is over, I’m gonna make a change. Seeing I’ll be out of School and hopefully have a job by then, I’m gonna start doing hardcore workouts. I want to lose 60 pounds, tops. I’ll follow less food blogs and more thinspo blogs. Start doing a daily run and hopefully get a gym membership. I’ll even eat more healthy and I’ll most likely stay away from alcohol and weed. I’m tired of hating my body, it’s really bad to the point that I’ve been wanting to hurt myself. Things are going to be way different this Summer and I seriously can’t wait.
And I seriously hope I get a job soon so I’ll have money! I plan to save up for either a car (if I don’t get my moms car anyway) or a place to stay. Then I’ll go off to CTAE for Photography and probably makeup/hair too. I’ll be the happiest if I know Photography is in my future.